Dear 496e7569

I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting.
I think I realized it when your dog ran amok in women's clothing and I saw you ignore my avocado plant.
I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men.
I'm returning your contact book to you, but I'll keep your neighbour Martin as a memory.
You should also know that I always will try to forget cocaine abuse.
In pain,
-Eiji-

( I blame Saeki-kun for this meme! XD;; )

MY DINNER! DDDDDD= I can't reheat a cream based sauce... T.T STUPID WEATHER NYA!

For my own reference, so that I don't feel too bad about not having bounced back completely from the whole Fukada deal yet:

( List of Rape Myths )

Somehow, it's kind of a comforting read. I guess I'm just thinking too much lately...

Happy Birthday Fujiko~! ♥

Is there something in particular you would like? I already have one present for you, but still~

That being said... Well. Things most certainly are a mess right now, aren't they? Our poor landlord... I wonder why it always ends up like this anyway? Why is it always the nice people that die, or the ones who really matter one way or anther, in a positive way, when the scumbags always seem to cling to life like they had nothing better to do. Which, I suppose, they don't. But anyway.

I guess things are in quite the tight spot right now. If worse comes to worse, I guess I'll be moving in with my friends again, at least until I can find another apartment. But finding another apartment might be difficult as it is expensive. I might have to quit my studies and start working full time, and if I do that, I sort of fail. But what can one do, you know? I... don't know.

In other news, I think I patched things up with Oishi, finally, and I was even able to enjoy a nice dinner together with him and Shirona-chan. Hopefully we won't lose each other again, I would hate for that to happen. I suppose I haven't been all that sociable lately... Studies (oh joy, tests, tests, TESTS) and work take up far too much of my time. Again I'm glad (in a not kind of way) that I don't have any pets. Or children. I'd burn myself out in the blink of an eye. I don't understand how people manage! I am impressed. Like, really impressed.

At least I'm gonna party tomorrow~ And before that, me and Hiro are gonna go to the movies~! ♥

Over and out.

~Mr. Toothpaste ♥

Happy Valentines everyone~!

Well, let's see here... Yesterday was an experience, I'll give you that. I completely lost my temper, and I haven't done that in for ever. I guess I just had to snap eventually, huh? Pfft. I hardly even knew I knew some of the words I said, and I kind of don't remember everything I spewed out, but I think I really needed to get some shit of my chest. =/

I never really got this angry when I was young. Maybe because back then I was being a bad Japanese citizen and hardly ever kept things for myself? If I was annoyed with something I'd just go right out and say it. Can't help but wondering when I started to close myself up like this...

Now I'm off to cook dinner~ I've asked Hiroshi over, so hopefully we'll have a good night.

Tomorrow it's back to school and work, and then I think I'm going to pay Oishi a visit~ ♥ Let's just hope he's not busy, nya... =(O.o)=

Mother Nature? You're a lovely, lovely and beautiful lady, but please stop throwing things like that our way? I guess I'm pretty okay, except for my shoulder, I think I twisted it, so gonna be careful with that for a few days, but other than that, I'm fine. Hid under the bench and all in class, like a good boy, only I got up too soon and lost my balance because of the after shook. Yeah, I'm brilliant like that, thank you very much. >_>;;;

How are everyone's kids and pets and stuff? They must be pretty shaken up, huh? This sucks...

I... can't believe it. He's dead. I had to go down to the Crime Lab today and identify him. That... is something I don't ever want to do again. Ever.

Short notice: I'm going away over New Year's. Don't miss me too much? ♥

( Private )

So... Fukada hasn't updated his Facebook in days. That's kind of weird... I wonder what's up. =O